I sheltered her for nine months, took care of her, let her grow in me. I gave up foods for her, bcoz of her. . . . 

I taught her to do everything she can today. 

I gave up so much for her. 

N today, she was came and started eating my mac chicken Spicy, i happily let her. 

Me: can i have a bite?

Ms.S.: N.O. *an outright, blunt, i dont care two cents about you, who the hell are you, i dont share my food N.O. *

I have fallen apart, my world has shattered, i am living in denial, i cant even cry, somebody save me . . . 

A minute later . . . 

She just left it. coz, Mac Spicy.  . . . . !!