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Suppressed Emotions
I kill my own emotion when I don’t Express them keeping everything inside its the best way to Hide em. Feelings go way deep they may affect my health down the line. Knowing this I still can’t resist displaying them on a list for people to pry. I don’t burst out in tears or punch through a wall I hide it all and hope that I won’t fall. I often never react wishing I had the courage to express my emotions, instead I bottle it up like some magic potion. It sits on a shelf waiting to cast its spell only when I am finally ready to yell but clam up back into my shell and no one can ever tell that my smile holds a thousand tears ready to drown my soul I can’t breathe I feel trapped all on my own. I’m growing old with so much regrets My days are numbered there’s nowhere else to hide I better wake up from this dream nightmare that I just had. Relieved I have my pen and paper it’s one way I cope it opens the doors and gives me much hope. My emotions flow through my words are an endless stream of poetry.
MC