According to my Dad, I should have a lighter Skin.. oh, he did not say it outright. Not always, at least.

For the last couple of months he have been after me trying to buy me skin creams. The only part I liked about was he knows my under eye darkness can be lighten. Out of all, I have the darkest shade of skin in my family.

My mom she has been trying for years to get my skin to lighten. She has not succeeded. My dad won't either.

The last couple of months, I found that I too much to make everyone happy and that ends of at least the rest of my family members angry and me with enough stress to give me headaches for months. Every one has different needs and likes and it seems no one here wants to accept that.

I am in my twenties and have ppl ask me why I do not make my own decisions. After all it is my life.. I want to make my family happy. I like the satisfaction I get when I know that they are happy because of me.

I want a stress less life. I know there is always going to be stress. But I want a work that would make my family happy and me smiling at the end of the day.. regardless of the difficulty of work.