2023-09-29 10:59
Just wanted to post my YouTube channel where my mate and I post videos where we give our opinions on various topics:Feel free to check it out! Read More
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A blog where I post my poetry and short stories about my life and experiences
2023-05-06 10:30
Last year I published an ebook that's a collection of my poems. You can purchase it at: https://www.amazon.com/Stories-Daydrinker-Oleg-Gjorgiev-ebook/dp/B09XXPVT1F/ref=sr_1_1… Read More
2022-04-05 15:22
Danielle's going to throw a fit,when she finds out that the birds aren't fed,and she'll hold the sharpest knife,to all the promises I gave.Hold the phone,and take a deep breath.The bir… Read More
2022-01-20 21:10
I've been trying to move out on my own,ever since you left me so alone.You laughed with a smile on your pretty face,can't seem to find myself in the right place.I've been trying to move on,I… Read More
2021-11-02 20:04
26/10/2021Thousand kilometers away,still only the thoughts of you stay.The day i first met you I was younger,dumber and kinder,and although your love kept me sane,I can't shake the feeling o… Read More
2021-08-29 20:42
I made a promise that I couldn’t keep,never brought her for you to meet.Now there’s sorrow occupying my room,can tomorrow please come real soon.From the stories you’ve told… Read More
2021-07-04 21:48
I don't think anybody here wants to waste time,just like the way you enjoy wasting mine.My mind's been mining memories,where you lied behind your teeth.I've been drinking booze as medi… Read More
2021-05-17 12:46
Trapped in my head,not knowing where home is,this must be the reason,why I can't control this.The love behind your smile,being ahead for a mile,can't catch up,even if I run all the while.Kin… Read More
2021-03-08 00:45
I've been contemplating writing my suicide note for so long,but all I've written so far was a less than a mediocre song.Can't stand my tired eyes and crooked smile,waiting in the same… Read More
2021-01-24 23:01
I stargaze in my own room,with thoughts of holding you.The melody of songs I don’t know,make me wonder what there is to behold.With a gentle laugh,I stand starstruck by your… Read More
2020-10-09 01:21
I've seen you going through my thoughts again,try to make up of what's inside my head,slowly reading through my old mess.Haunted by the past in the present,the remarks that were made a… Read More
2020-09-22 00:01
I tried to be a changed man,so I shaved the sides of my head,but it quickly grew back out,now I'm drowning in pointless doubt.Could it be what you said,cause it haunts me when I'm in b… Read More
2020-08-05 21:51
So now the girl I want you to be is just a memory.And you may not be a hero, maybe that is not you.You may not be out to save the world, but you saved mine.And that geometry test, the o… Read More
2020-07-26 21:22
I got you on my mind,haunting me most of the time,like 24/7-11,pizza on my floor, laughing at the matter,of me locking my bedroom door.Fearful of the fact,that you always come back,keeping w… Read More
2020-07-16 20:06
At twenty-two,I can’t afford spending my life with you.And once I hit forty-four,I’ll make sure to never cross the front door.Half way down,holding a glass in which I always drow… Read More
2020-06-23 21:56
I just wanna wake up,wearing your skin,see from your humble perspective,the pain gone undetected.And I just gotta hold on,to your words,feel the sorrow and sadness,masked by redness,of your… Read More
2020-06-21 20:09
Within a prison of pictures and songs,humming birds listening to my shameful tones.Screaming my lungs out,to the lyrics that I read wrong,acting as if this venue is still my own.With a lonel… Read More
2020-05-10 23:12
Last time we spoke,you called out my cheek bones,with a soft touch,smile's born.But no one can love you,the way that you'd want to.When they're with you.So you stand up, and you brush off,mo… Read More
2020-04-08 23:19
Oh how I'm longing for the days,when I could get you off my mind in many many ways.From the fresh air,all the way to the rum glasses amongst the masses.Heavy breaths followed by the sounds o… Read More
2020-03-29 19:07
I really don't know how to ask you out,and somethings I don't know what we should talk about,but my silence doesn't mean I don't like you.We could go on for days,exchanging compliments,spill… Read More
2020-03-04 18:13
I really don't know how to ask you out, and sometimes I don't know what we can talk about, but my silence doesn't mean I don't like you. We could go on for days,exchanging compliments,spill… Read More
2020-03-03 20:57
She laughs, she cries,she stands still,even when she moves.As calm as the river flow,she lifts the spirits from down below.Her laugh is pure as rain,her heart takes away the pain.Just talk a… Read More
2020-02-24 18:05
Back and forth,like the tick of a metronome,singing steps following a rhythmic pace,such a wonderful tune of grace.Polyrhythmic beats of a heart,making it hard to breath,all because of the h… Read More
2020-01-27 23:03
Finding my thoughts,as I gather the right words,here I am listening loudly,as you speak so calmly.I'd let you take me to hell,just to hold your hand,one last time.And now I'm missing the day… Read More
2020-01-06 00:04
Quiet,whisper the needs,never shall we waste,ides,as our soul bleeds,I'm hypnotizing shape by your waist.Sounds that never vibrate,slowly thumping heartache,finger-banged wound prayed away,p… Read More
2019-12-27 10:55
Jogging down the city,breathing in the smog,seeing all the people,living happily with their jobs.Some say to just live simply,philosophy is a fraud,lying to the people,where it gets the mone… Read More
2019-12-10 22:30
Could it be that it's done?Life goes on and so must we.Speak your mind,just don't hold back,when night comes,let's just pray to see the day.Most my life,I'm just biding time,and here I am,do… Read More
My Essay Will Be Finished Once The Seventh Seal Breaks And The Angles Get Their Trumpets Or Whatever
2019-12-02 20:33
Does silence disprove existence,or does it just mean that someone's not interested.Living our lives,guided by the light,and blinded by the sound that's not present.Lives filled with love,lov… Read More
2019-11-27 23:11
Please forgive, I got no desire,I was warm but you put out the fire.So don't hold back my tears.Now you just try to avoid looking me in the face,not even our thoughts can see eye to eye.Plea… Read More
2019-11-22 17:02
Fly over the tall trees,reach the clouds, follow your dreams.Clipped wings won't stop the act,just the will is enough to keep you up.Getting high alone is one way to lose control,crashing do… Read More
2019-11-11 23:34
Spent my destiny trying to find someone like you, went through a decade worth of decaying decoys,oing downhill with the destroyed disguise.Spent my love on hoarding hordes of hatred,yet just… Read More
2019-11-11 17:14
Spent my destiny trying to find someone like you,went through a decade worth of decaying decoys,going downhill with the destroyed disguise.Spent my love on hoarding hordes of hatred,yet just… Read More
2019-09-25 21:55
It’s that time of the year,time to get drunk,and finally face my fear.It’s been a month since I stood alone,with a heart that was broken,I decided to leave in hopes of a recovery… Read More
2019-08-23 11:15
I'm sorry that I can't bring myself to like the stories from the book you've been reading,in all honesty all I can see are empty words that are misleading.Late night arguments,and even later… Read More
2019-08-18 23:24
It's been a while since,I picked up the pen,wrote a little something,and called it a day.I was too busy,feeding on lies,those unneeded calories,followed by cavities,from all the sweet-talkin… Read More
2019-06-24 22:52
How many times do you have to run through my dreams,for me to realize that's the only thing you're destined to be?Throughout these past few months,with you only being in my thoughts,would it… Read More
2019-05-13 23:34
I took my notebook out,just to write a song,but then I saw you,and now there's nothing I can do.After all this time,in this notebook of mine,I found your words,forgotten by time.Our lives ar… Read More
2019-05-03 17:57
Let's go to the 10th floor of the parking lot,sit on the top, drink and have fun,ramble and cheap talk should be enough,the truth is all we got,and I know it's not a lot,but,I still remember… Read More
2019-04-16 00:02
All this time,reminded of the thyme tea I drank,as I was talking to you.And all those stories I've heard,from liars and thiefs,about you, not being who you say you are.Can't even drink my fa… Read More
2019-04-06 12:28
Coming home in a town that I don't know,wandering through the streets near my house.Stumble on the concrete torn by the flowers growing up,forshadowed by the street lights.Wasting away my da… Read More
2019-04-03 10:39
Got your email, found out you were pissed,I haven't sent you my conference essay yet,please don't lower my grade,I need all of my points for free coffees,at The Fountain Place.I don't think… Read More
2019-03-02 20:39
First time,February was just fine,although I was walking on thin lines,never had the doubt that you weren't mine.Then the first Saturday came,our sanities were the ones that remain,something… Read More
2019-01-20 19:14
Even though almost a month has passed,I still do the same old things,I still go to the same places,and I still think of the same faces.I said I was going to change,and that this would be a n… Read More
2019-01-02 16:53
In the middle of the night,let me wake up,think about you.Get a call,as you left from work,let me hear your voice,that calming noise.Late at night, try to get the feeling right,warm laughs h… Read More
2018-12-18 15:46
Part IDoes beauty come from the one who is considered beautiful?or does ti come from my eyes,filtered pictures by my mind.Who do I blame for my addiction,your gorgeous face or my blurry sigh… Read More
2018-11-21 21:52
Flirt with the concept of a better life,search for happiness with all your might.Fly away,try to run away,don't wait,just try to stay safe.Can't find peace in this place,so fly far away at y… Read More
2018-10-25 20:00
I was 20 when I turned 13,and after that I never changed.7 years later I'm still the same age,hoping that I'll start to grow old.The only difference,my posture got worse,my sight got murky,b… Read More
2018-10-19 16:44
Emotions that are slowly cooking like rice,three hours are more than enough to think about life,sweet or salty, I am sorry.Enter our home,talk as if we are strangers,throw the curtains,hide… Read More
2018-10-10 21:22
One week left to live,four months of which I'll never speak.People come and enter,but your make up will always stay on my shirts.The truth won't matter as long as you smile,history will repe… Read More
2018-09-01 22:29
Losing all my trust,yet I still believe you,admitting my defeat.You have lied,many times before,and you still told me things,no body knows.Showed your true colours,but never showed your face… Read More
2018-08-28 20:23
Too stupid now,to be scared with no way out.Just frowned upon,saved my face and yet I'm done.Don't wanna die, wanna die now!Wouldn't die for me but I'd die for you.Don't wanna die, wanna die… Read More
2018-08-23 02:35
And so my life it continues to run still,even after you left me.All of this time I just wanted to see,another colour that will paint the sea.Like a wind,it's blowing away.Like the wind,it go… Read More
2018-08-16 01:12
And so I sit alone,another day where I'm far away from home,another day where I'm far away from you.I spend hours on nothing,my mind is always up to something,yet I spend hours on nothing.Th… Read More
2018-08-12 00:38
Like mirror to mirror,we meet,face to face,all this talking,such a disgrace.Long lasting,our late night texting.Long lasting,our love is in testing.Being sober for so long,it is killing me.G… Read More
2018-08-10 22:07
Let's conjoin our bodies,become one and the same,one hug,lasting forever.Let's listen to one song on repeat,rest your head on the car seat,make sure that it's not 1994,even thought we are in… Read More
2018-08-02 16:56
Your actions were never put in motion.The closest thing to "actions" was the time you spent with others Read More
2018-08-01 23:38
Call me a liar, call me a failure.I can be whatever you want me to be,except for a user.I'd never be your abuser.I loved you from the bottom of my heart,but you never believed me,I loved you… Read More
2018-07-31 04:23
Lonely parking lot,followed by my lonely mind.Even if you were here,I'd still feel the same Read More
2018-07-28 23:22
I thought that my 100th post would be about you but so far the only thing I can think of is the time before I started this stupid blog, the time when I didn't know you, the time when I didn'… Read More
2018-07-24 20:56
Forward the messages from your phone,direct them to the back of my mind,make sure it's something I'll never forget.All my choices are things I'll always regret,as you sleep in his bed,I let… Read More
2018-07-21 00:33
Yes,everything that was ever said or written,it was for you Read More
2018-07-20 23:08
Fully furnished,yet empty,this apartment is haunted,by the memories of that night.I don't remember the numbers,I only know of the water.Nothing was washed away,stuck like the paintings on th… Read More
2018-07-17 23:21
With your new red dress,you walk with such class,whenever I see you,you just push me away.With your new red dress,you've made my life a mess.We used to walk along all through the day,now I c… Read More
2018-07-15 00:13
It happened again,I know you like to pretend,should we dismiss and move on,try to wash it down and fly off.At times like this,I miss home.You left me again,you only cause pain,should I turn… Read More
2018-07-11 22:05
Do not ask,for you are just a bird,words won't help,you just need to fly.Do not be scared,for you are just a mouse,emotions won't help,you just need to run,Do not be ashamed,for you are just… Read More
2018-07-08 00:59
So,another wasted day,but if you ask me,it was the best one so far.Can't wait to come home,just to see you.I want to make your day better,because you always make mine.For that,I thank you Read More
2018-07-07 00:42
When I called you,you just giggled,I couldn't see the smile,but I could somehow feel it.Tried to face time you,but our time was up.No way I'll ever forget,the moment when I saw you,I was too… Read More
2018-06-28 01:33
You showed me your wounds,but you never allowed me to heal them,you asked for my advice,but you never listened.Now you kindly try to stop talking to me,you politely try to turn down the offe… Read More
2018-06-27 21:44
Hop, hop, hop,like a child,speak, speak, speak,oh so wild.Knock on my door,with no rhythm,yet just laugh,get it out of your system,try to not make it look bad,while you're laying in his bed… Read More
2018-06-21 01:14
To lose everything is impossible, but losing you was the closest thing to it,as my habits slowly started to change, so did you.In the winter you said goodbye,making a blizzard.You wished me… Read More
2018-06-20 23:02
Closed off,with brighter days,I waste myself,with no bucks left.Cold times,colder waves,i save myself,yet nothing's saved.Just washed away,that's all I am,nothing I ever said mattered,to you… Read More
2018-05-22 21:22
When you’re suffering the most,and when you’re lost again,let me be your GPS,like I once was.When you want to cry,and when you feel like you can’t go on,we can go to the pa… Read More
2018-05-16 21:44
Fuck this city,I won't stay in it,these streets are so narrow,as we're passing by them,on Friday nights,I can barely remember.I swear I meant well,when we yelled and we shouted,our love was… Read More
2018-05-15 19:39
Northern style of an Eastern smile,a five foot neat pile with an artistic style,gorgeous human,friendship trial,twice it expired,but my love was hard-wired.Four years prior,thoughts in denia… Read More
2018-05-15 13:09
I sit around just wasting my days,thinking about your selfish ways,so I tried to write a poem about you,but it keeps being about the person I once knew.Innocent face,you just walk with such… Read More
2018-05-03 19:33
It's been a minute,since you last said goodbye,I just really hope,that you'll never ever cry.I know you're wrong,yet I'll never tell you why,trust me when I say,I would much rather die.Hold… Read More
2018-04-22 14:05
Even I am scared,scared this will just end one day,I want you to stay Read More
2018-04-22 09:22
If the consequence,Is much greater than we planned,promises be kept Read More
2018-04-22 00:01
All the solutions,they seem like they are farfetched,Don't mess with my head Read More
2018-04-21 23:59
In these sleepless nights,my thoughts make me such a mess,I have welcomed death Read More
2018-04-18 18:37
Round we go,around my thoughts,of the nights,we never spent together.Founded emotions,on paint and ink,smudged by napkins,forming a blurry portrait.Through the eyes of enjoyment,I try to fig… Read More
2018-04-12 21:05
The answers you gave,the truth you didn't speak,were the things I wanted to hear.We still have our habits,we still live our old lives,hiding the things that shouldn't be seen.What do we get… Read More
2018-04-02 18:29
The greatest smile I have ever seen,the most gorgeous voice I'll ever hear,with stunning eyes that turn me to stone,I feel like a child when I'm around you.The little time that we spend toge… Read More
2018-03-09 21:50
With my memory,of you holding me,and with everything,that I wanted to be.I'll remember the day you stood near,with your smile and hugs,all my dreams were done.With my fantasy,of you being by… Read More
2018-02-24 19:09
Hurry I am afraid,I don't want to be alone,I don't want to suffer.Hurry come and save me once more,be the place I can call home,I don't want to die alone.Hurry I cannot breath,everything tha… Read More
2018-02-17 23:49
My depression, and my anxiety are dating. I'm a third wheel and they take me everywhere they go. I'm always a third wheel in the theatre, restaurant and I'm the best third wheel when I'm at… Read More
2018-02-01 21:22
Emotions covering,and I'm suffering,and I can't stand this.I'm calling your name,late at night,when I'm alone,I put up the biggest fight.You were a forbidden fruit,even your name implyed it… Read More
2017-12-16 13:08
Emotional fortress built with broken stones,Battle ram rushing a chill down my bones. Forecast rain and mist, Cutting down my sight, Loud cries followed by their echoes,On thi… Read More
2017-10-02 21:35
The longest summer break,was the hardest one I had to face.Met a lot of new people,but I lost you.No one can replace the space you freed up,this is not what we agreed upon.This trusting,disg… Read More
2017-09-24 21:45
The meaning of life is uncertain,but mine I do know,it is to be with you.The days when you're gone are the hardest,the nights when I'm alone are the darkest,the bands that you showed me are… Read More
2017-09-12 19:35
Hooked, I think is the word,addicted, is what I am.Your absence is slowly killing me,I can't take it, not used to it,never will be.Your perfume, your smile, your kindness,somethings never st… Read More
2017-09-06 19:57
Intimidated,anxious,miserable.Scaredanddying.Inferior,depressed.Rejected,afraid,terrified,hopeless,envious,rundown.Broken,empty.Disturbed,exhausted,abandoned,dead Read More
2017-09-05 17:56
Slowly you disappear into the past,yet you are buried in my thoughts which I'm forcing to last.Everything that you do,find a way to touch my heart,and every word you say,shows the beauty of… Read More
2017-06-15 21:20
There's this song I always come back to,It reminds me of the day I first met you.No other words mean as much to me as the lyrics that were sang in the song,it's a constant reminder of how we… Read More
2017-05-12 19:10
One month,it's been one month since I last saw you.I remember the denim jacket and converse shoes,your long wavy brown hair and stunning smile too.With a voice that still echoes,you told me… Read More
2017-05-07 22:01
To the friend who was there from the start,you will forever be in my heart. To the friend that made the pain stop,I thank you.For every word you said, a smile followed. Honestly I… Read More
2017-04-19 22:53
And just like that, you're gone,The memories fade away, you're lost,No matter the action , the consequences are the same.The thought of you not being here,The thought of missing you,Those ar… Read More
2017-04-01 18:15
With a wish to feel happiness,with a wish to see your face once again,I feel as if I'm alone, put up against the world.With memories of those high school days,with memories of the sickening… Read More
2017-02-23 20:55
White as the cold snow,pure and gentle is your touch,you are a blessing Read More
2017-02-22 13:43
Hiding from the truth,as if fear comes with it.Not much can be done,much less said in the present,what we all want is not all that pleasant.Cursing the sentences that debunk our lies,we watc… Read More
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