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2011-03-17 05:13
Things have changed. A lot.I've gained a little under 30 pounds. From 116 to 142.2 this morning. It's...rough, but I'm not going to say I'm ashamed of it.I'm not.I'm proud, actually. I'm… Read More
2011-03-15 03:14
But not as an ED blog. Not fully anyway.I need my home back. My safe place. And this was it. The other blog felt like a fraud and I just couldn't write in it. This has been my place. M… Read More
2010-10-02 07:39
There are moments where our lives as we know it change. Unequivocally, irrevocably, undeniably shift. Our realities alter, our priorities come into a glaring focus. Moments that change us… Read More
2010-09-14 01:53
So, what do you say when you're falling?There's really no appropriate words for it. Not when you're not even afraid of it any longer.I'm not sure what you'd call this moment. A revelation?… Read More
2010-09-11 14:16
I will not start off this day purging.I will not.Last two days = serious fucking blows to self esteem. Fact of the matter is, I don't want anyone to be able to call me chunky or even think… Read More
2010-09-06 19:51
So I have a lot to inform you guys of and not a lot of time to do it in. So right now is going to be a very basic post without much detail, and just some random bs hooplah shit that has no… Read More
...this Is Very Bad.
2010-08-30 19:23
127.2.Fuck me.Today, I pulled out my pants from the dryer, and thought, "Jesus, these are my work pants? They're HUGE!" Then I pulled them on, and they were tight around my thighs and in m… Read More
2010-08-29 19:31
I've started smoking. It's helped more with my severe anxiety and depression that occurs around my period than any anti depressant ever has. Part of me worries about addiction, but the res… Read More
2010-08-25 20:44
I have internets again!Boy and I moved in. I'm getting the rest of my shit out of Woman's place by this Saturday and breaking the news to her. I feel bad for doing it so suddenly, but I ha… Read More

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