It is the day which Animesh never forgets. Shreya asks Animesh to meet at mall beside ballyganj station. Animesh always feels himself on the top of the world whenever Shreya asks him to meet. Animesh has a strange habit of reaching 10 minutes earlier than the decided time. So as usual he reaches destination at 5:50 P.M. He stands at a place located slightly far away from the spot. From there, he watches Shreya coming. He always wants to see her first between two of them. :) He let his heart beat…let his heart feel her presence…let his heart feel the happiness of literally visualizing her. Though Shreya never knows about this. These small moments are very precious and valuable to Animesh. At that day, Shreya is in a white shirt and black jeans. She is looking absolutely gorgeous but her hair is tied up by a rubber band. Animesh begins to say to himself why you always ties up your hair?? :( You don’t know you look stunning while your hair remains open…Please once you do that for me!! :) On the other hand people are passing by him giving a strange look as if they are wondering whether he is mad or not :P (since he is talking alone to himself standing there).
Animesh finally goes at the destination. Shreya asks him “kothay chili etokhon? Kothokhon dhore wait krchi Janis??” Animesh surprisingly looks back and stares at her because he knows when she arrives there. He smiles and replies “train late chilo!!” because he has nothing better than that to say…They start talking, laughing and cracking jokes…After some time Shreya silently starts telling a story… Animesh realizes it is about none but her.
On that day Animesh comes to know a very sad and difficult story about her life in childhood…But after hearing this Animesh’s respect about her increases. He understands that it is just due to Shreya’s courage, determination that she has succeeded all through this. Any other girl in her place might have been collapsed. Animesh truly by heart wants something on that day. He desires that Shreya might make a separate identity of her own in future. An identity of her success…an identity of her endless fights…an identity to be taken as inspiration by others… He silently sits beside her…but somewhere down the lane shadow of him holds her hand and says “I will be always with you physically or just like this (as shadow)”.
Animesh becomes very sad while returning home after dropping her at home. Animesh realizes that she has kept all her sadness…her pain hidden behind her beautiful smile. But you know something friends…that beauty of her smile enhances even much more after that day to Animesh. Because nothing can be more beautiful than a smile that has struggled through so such pain and still manages to maintain it.
Animesh starts thinking whether he is doing something wrong in loving her because she is a bird…she has lot of things to do… she loves flying, singing, dancing and roaming all over the world. She loves to explore the beauty of nature…she loves to be free...but what if he can’t give all these freedom to her?? What if she can’t able to fly freely?? He never wants her Love to come in her way…he does not want her to be get confined in this small world…where he has already been due to a lot of reasons. What if he can’t make her happy?? There is every possibility of this since he belongs to a conservative family…he is very different from her…he has not seen anything outside this small world…Lots of questions starts arising in her mind and none of them have any sort of answer.
Shreya only shares her secret with those whom she loves. Animesh knows it very well. His feelings get increased day by day. He is not sure about Shreya…But somewhere he wants to control it…He does not want to get it increased because that might be a barrier in her path in future.
