cute gifts every day, Listening adamantly to pinegrove, and a lot of weed

so my big has been stopping by my dorm and leaving me tridelta-themed gifts and food and yesterday I got a cactus! her name is Flo because I’m pretty sure my big is Florence, so I’m gonna name the cactus Flo.

my “big” is just like a mentor (and also a mom lol) that all new members of sororities get. we don’t know who our bigs are so they do a fun little week leading up until when we find out who they are, and they leave gifts to their “littles” with clues as to who they are. it’s lowkey really cute we just get showered with gifts and lots of love and also food

and I’ve been listening to all of the available songs of pinegrove’s discography on spotify, and they are SO GOOD I’m sad I didn’t realize it earlier (I recommend new friends, problems (audiotree live version), Angelina (audiotree live version), Sunday, morningtime, and over my shoulder)

and yeah I’ve been smoking a lot (what else is new), I’ve been smoking before/between/after most of my classes and just generally throughout the day

I don’t remember a lot

I’m also tired frequently

and my stomach is so fuckd up, it feels like it’s eating itself alive and it’s the worst !

but yeah it’s been an ok week so far, could be worse I suppose

will update though

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