Depression really sucks. I thought my moods would be much better by now. I've had a sense of sadness lingering over me. Steph got a job (I'm so happy for her but it sucks we have less time together.) I might have opened my mouth up with the one I care about to soon. I usually fuck everything up. We shall see. Tomorrow I'll be getting my ass awake at a decent time and in gear. I hope I can fight this.