The Rain started… but that rain location was difficult to understand. Above my head there was actually no raindrops or cloud promising that rain could start but 2 feet before me the rain wasflowing like a hell and it was continuing just 1 feet more and after 1 feet of rain  there was no rain. Mystical condition.

And while I was trying to understand what is happening my inside voice was talking to me:

              - It's only your decision if you are going to have rain or not in your road.

And in that moment I see that my boyfriend was Standing in that side of road where was no rain and I have to go in his place because I feel responsible to bring car to us. The only thing was that I know that I don't want to get wet and what I have to think to avoid rainy road. Everything depends on my emotions and thoughts.

I just stand in my side of road without rain about several minutes, I don't know how time is counted in dreams. Maybe there is no time in dreams at all. But for me felt like I was standing there for 15 minutes. This is the point where I caught myself now while I am writing this my story to you that we are really stuck in our real world with numbers, timelines, deadlines, time schedules etc. This limits our freedom to decide without causing any stressful thoughts or situations to us. In dream you if you understand how to control your dream the time is has no worth, you can think so much time as you need to understand what you need to understand, this is freedom. So I could stand there near by my car and think what I have to feel or to think to feel great to avoid rain.

And after I take my time I start thinking about how happy we are when I bring back the car, what long distances we can drive and what new places we can discover when we will be sitting in car together and those thoughts let me feel calm and relaxed and then the line with rain started to step back from my way that I was standing and I could start moving in a rain line path without rain and not to get wet. I start walking the car start following me again.

My lover was standing there and waiting for me. It was not so far away to reach him but the thunder and big storm started above his head. Lighting was so strong that I was blindly lightened with this bright light. Wind started to be stronger and stronger and I just could watch what is happening above his head and cannot do anything because I  cannot tell him the secret to not get panic and start creating good thoughts in his head to avoid storm. This was so painful to have no power to help him….