So here I am. Just turned 28 and decided to give you an update. I’m slowly getting my life together or in the process of doing so. I feel a little bit out of place sometimes, like a fish out of water. Not Knowing what to do or how to feel. I realize that these moments might never go away. Perhaps we just need to learn how best to handle these moments. I will try to keep my faith and try to grope through the darkness trusting in my ability to make the best of it. I see that all my friends have started their lives. We are no longer kids. We need to start doing the adult thing. I’ve had a lot of problems in my life that brought me to where I am currently. I’ve had problems, real problems. I have had friends give up on me before my amazing breakthrough. I’ve relapsed and have had problems with my mental health that has delayed my schooling. But at the same time when I look back I know that this is God’s doing and there is a time for everything. Without the help of those that came into my life a few short years ago I wouldn’t be who I am today. It all happened in God’s time and knowing that I can’t really complain. I now hope to do more with my life. At the present moment I’m caught in a sort of limbo. Not really going anywhere. I lost a job due to you could say downsizing. Still looking for work and faced with certain important decisions in my life. Trying to figure out my next step but I’m sure it will all work out in the end. I decided to get my masters so hopefully in a month I will be studying part time. We’ll see how it goes.