This year didn't go as planned for me...

Just finished my matrix year and was planning on going to college...

But somehow things turned out very differently...


I was planning on doing a CAD course and later my Architecture degree. But some things went wrong, it's a story for another time

BUT...

I couldn't do my architecture and needed to decide on something else, A week before all the colleges and universities started... like seriously 😐

So I decided on my law, allot of people think it's only a back up plan and not something I want to do. To be honest my dream was to become a doctor and it still is but I din't qualify to go study it.

My second choice was Architecture, and that didn't work out too.

My third choice was law, but this three choices isn't just back up plans they are things I am interested in where I had passion in. I always wanted to be a lawyer before I wanted to become a doctor and a Architect.

Everyone isn't very happy about my choice, they don't think it's right for me and want me to do something else...

But they don't know me, people don't have the right to tell you what's right for you and whats not. That is all up to yourself!

You have to live your life for yourself and not for other people. It was one of my dreams to become a lawyer and they are tearing that dream down.

My
parents
family and
friends

I would never go do something that I don't want to do, juts because they have a different image in their heads about us and what they think would work for us and wound work. It does not mean they are right

They are just people, your path is already planned out for yourself and nobody can change the path you have to walk on. If you are a person that always listen to other people's opinions an not following your heart...

Then life will become somewhat dull and boring, maybe even a little difficult. My point is that it is your life and the only person that knows what is best for you? is yourself

Look a little bit of advice is nice now and then, take it to consideration but never live your life by others opinions and advice they are giving you.

The person that knows you the best, is yourself. What makes other people so special to tell you what you should do? They are only human and they also make mistakes, they are not perfect. No one is.

You have your own path to walk and your own footprints to leave behind, and make sure that you can look back and know you made your own decisions and you followed your own dreams

In the end it come down to you and  nobody else, don't be unhappy and make decisions that other people want you to make.

Nobody knows how a decision will turn out, not you and not even them.

haven't you ever decided to do something and you have this image of how horrible or great something would turn out and in the end it's never the same result you had in mind. When it comes to your dreams and choices make them the way you want to.


NOW... that I got all that behind me,

I am starting my Law in the second semester at my online University, I have to apply and register. But i am so damn afraid that I wound make it in. And I am not keen on a gap year and it's bad enough that i have to wait half a year to start with my law, That is if I get accepted!

I have to apply in April and then somewhere before July they will let me know if I am accepted... And then I can only register in July and start.

I am not happy that I have to wait so long, But I decided on making my own bucket list, what I can do in the meanwhile.



My bucket list

1) Start writing more ;
                              On my books and my poems
2) Start reading more
3) Blog a whole lot more😃
4) Continuing with my YouTube channel
5) Taking Dance classes
6)Learn how to play my Guitar
7) Work for my mom to get enough money for the following that i will start with next year while doing my law that my mom is going to pay for
                                                               * Journalism course at one of my Universities(1 year) degree
                                                               * Make up course (3 months) and get a certificate
8) I want to spoil my fiance more, I don't want him to loose any interest. Anything that will spice up our relationship even more than it already is
9) I want to grow out my hair maybe even making it black
10) I want to spend more time with my friends and make more!
11) I want to do as many short courses I can afford to do the following would be great:
                                                           *Photography
                                                           *Graphic design
                                                           *Project management
                                                           * Business course
                                                           *Media course
                                                           *Fashion course or something
                                                           * Fashion design course
                                                           *and anything else I can find
12) I want to take my gym to the next level
13) Organize my whole room from top to bottom
14) Take more care of my hair and skin and everything else and when i mean take care i mean High maintenance care
15)Modeling



Well I guess that is all for now.... I will update this post if I can think of anything else that I would want to do...

 I want to do most of this before i start my Law, but I know that I will still be busy with my bucket list while I study for my law

I know that I am very ambitious but this is things that I would love to accomplish and when I do It will be the best feeling ever !